aurorafrost

Okay! So God has finally put me into a position where I can take time to go back to my artist roots. It's been a bit of a tizzy managing the balance of chemical engineering, aquatic geo-chemistry, bellydancing, friends/family, and whatever else wanders its way into my life. I love love love winter break b/c I can finally read some things and draw some things. I'm also designing, painting rooms, writing....all that creative outlet stuff that I never seem to get around to during the school year. Time for some soul searching to ask myself why I don't make an effort to at least doodle things during the school year. Why? Probably because creativit

Well. It seems that it has literally been YEARS since I last updated this site; hopefully that will change soon! I am finally trying get off my butt and make something creative of my life, while trying to survive college at the same time. Somehow, though, I don't think that this resurgence of the arts is a flight of fancy. I've waited over a year to start drawing again; I think it's high time for me to post what I completed during my AP year (can't believe I didn't post anything during that time!), and what I've been keeping myself busy with since then. I've also started an art-fashion company with my sister, which we are called Vidette.

It's vain to want to be admired it's vainer to want to be desired but hey. after all we're just girls I guess I'm pretty enough even if I'm not perfect people tell me I'm fun to be around. Nira told me once everyone seemed to like me I didn't believe her but that's not the point. it sucks being someone's "secret crush from sophmore year" why didn't you tell me then? why did you have to tell me now? Now, when somehow, I'm no longer good enough? What does she have that I don't or what do they have that I lost? Am I too pale? Too tall? Too distant? Perhaps what I lost was a place in Unit 5.